Life got a funny little way with me.
A few years ago I used to do the whole “karma” thing, almost scoring points on a universal level, doing good things for rewards from something.
I never found out what that something was, but it seemed to like me, gifting me even on my b day!
But this post isn’t about that. Something I came to realise was that if you talk about something you don’t understand, it… comes back.
But that’s another story.
The point is that in my observations of my life, I would generally get kicked to the floor by luck, bashing my feet into things, getting hurt more then normal, all the usual kind of stuff.
It began to get me down, but I remembered what I had learned years ago.
There is always a massive downswing, just in time to swing you wildly upwards.
Having recently started work, I did a training week that was overwhelmingly difficult in theory, and I began to panic about what was expected of me.
Plus having to get up at 5am was a new and… not entirely welcome change to a lifestyle I had grown accustomed to.
So that week ended and suddenly I realised I was banging my toes on furniture, tripping over stairs, getting hit by things of sheer randomness that, it really started to affect me negatively!
Yeah I know ‘why is that bringing him down?’ Well let’s just say there’s only so many bruises and things like that you can take before you start to feel a little picked on…
And then work actually started and… it all made sense! The things I was stressing about just… happened as if I’d been doing them for years.
Everything began to slot into place and I think it’s going really well!
Or its the final kick in the face that life has for me before it gets bored and moves onto its next victim…